truth.

what makes you so much more different than any other girl?

i'm just like every other girl- i like to complain so someone will make me feel better, i'm insecure, i'm over-analytical, i'm in love w shoes, i eat like a fucking slob, i prefer to hang out w dudes, i love sex, i want a gay best friend, i am overly passionate abt politics, classic lit is my favorite genre, i am all over the place when it comes to music, babies are hot, and so are old people, i spend a lot more time than i need to when getting ready in the morning, i curse, masturbate, fart, drink beer, smoke weed, make messes, pick my nose, smoke cigs while taking shits and reading "W", lay in bed naked for days at a time without showering and watching a plethora of movies, etc etc etc.

you get the idea.

the chick that tries to make herself stand out from the rest is probably the fakest and shadiest chick. being different is supposed to be effortless, and something that you can't really 'work on'. you can tell when a girl is a woman, and if that woman is more different and beautiful than any other creature you've seen. it's just, like, easy.

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this was on someone i used to go to high school with's formspring. some of the first half doesn't apply to me, but i agree with the second half 100%. i always cringe when people say they're the realest, coolest, or fill the blank-est. if you're saying you're a certain way, it's like you make a conscious decision to be that way. i guess if one hears something about their personality that they like, they grab on to it and try to fill that mold to its fullest. i don't think it should be that way. when there's something unique about a person, you just know. they don't have to say anything. it's almost as if you're canceling that "thing" out if it's said explicitly.

Things that are hilarz to me

When people say things that show how obviously fake they're being. For example, fake compliments.

Case in point:

Comments like "cute pic, cutie, etc.", when you can't even see what's going on in the picture. I try to make sense of it, like maybe there's something there that I don't see. But after a few minutes of failing to do so, I realize that either I'm blind or the commenter must be extremely creative to see something I can't. It annoys me yet, at the same time it's just like, wow how blatantly hard are you trying to climb that social ladder that you have to resort to using bs compliments to get in good with that person?

Trashy/Classy - Hoop Earring

Hoop Earrings.

Other than looking like you're still following a trend that was popular 5 years ago, you also look completely trashy. I don't really see the appeal in wearing earrings that go down to your shoulders and that you can put your head through. Now, how about a classy pair of studs that actually complement your face and don't make you look like you bought your earrings at the 99 cent store. Hoops can be nice, however, if they're appropriately sized and they don't just look like wire circles. My favorite pair of earrings were these gold dime-sized hoops that had a single diamond in them - until I lost one of them while skiing. FML. But whatever, point is, the bigger the hoop, the bigger the hoe.

c'est vrai

Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test...

5 - the Observer

Thanks for taking the test !

you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker").

"I need to understand the world"

Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful.

How to Get Along with Me

• Be independent, not clingy.

• Speak in a straightforward and brief manner.

• I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts.

• Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable.

• Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity.

• If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place.

• don't come on like a bulldozer.

• Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy.

What I Like About Being a FIVE

• standing back and viewing life objectively

• coming to a thorough understanding; perceiving causes and effects

• my sense of integrity: doing what I think is right and not being influenced by social pressure

• not being caught up in material possessions and status

• being calm in a crisis

What's Hard About Being a FIVE

• being slow to put my knowledge and insights out in the world

• feeling bad when I act defensive or like a know-it-all

• being pressured to be with people when I don't want to be

• watching others with better social skills, but less intelligence or technical skill, do better professionally

FIVEs as Children Often

• spend a lot of time alone reading, making collections, and so on

• have a few special friends rather than many

• are very bright and curious and do well in school

• have independent minds and often question their parents and teachers

• watch events from a detached point of view, gathering information

• assume a poker face in order not to look afraid

• are sensitive; avoid interpersonal conflict

• feel intruded upon and controlled and/or ignored and neglected

FIVEs as Parents

• are often kind, perceptive, and devoted

• are sometimes authoritarian and demanding

• may expect more intellectual achievement than is developmentally appropriate

• may be intolerant of their children expressing strong emotions

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele, The Enneagram Made Easy. Discover the 9 Types of People.

Harper: San Francisco, 1994, 161 pages

you wanna know MORE? so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type... ...even more you'll find in Google

the worst part is

that you've confirmed my greatest fear. thanks.

delusion, disillusioned

I am fiercely loyal to those who are close to me. If you ever have the pleasure of knowing me, you know I would do anything for the ones I love. But if you betray my trust, trust that I won't forgive you. Instead, I'll forget you.

I am an optimist. And I'll fight to keep it that way. Even though I've been disillusioned. Even though my heart's been broken, and even though some things will never be the same again. I'll still believe that things happen for a reason, a good reason. In hindsight, everything will seem so much clearer. I can say this because I had a best friend since I was 11, and in my senior year of high school, I found out she was sneaking around with a friend of ours. (I didn't like him to begin with, but my other best friend had feelings for him.) It was just heartbreaking to know that someone you grew up with and went through everything with would keep something that should be shared among best friends. Although it hurt so much at the time, and my heart still aches thinking about it, I've realized that if someone was willing to hide secrets from me, they're not worth my time and energy. If someone wants to be trashy and demoralize themselves at the expense of my knowledge, well there goes 6 years of friendship down the drain.

rebirth

I had to lolz. I think I'll actually write here for now. FIGHTING!!

Ok, so I recently saw 2012. After bumping into my biffle Gina and her friend Sam, who didn't like the movie, I reluctantly watched it with my bf. I was really surprised because it was actually pretty good. Great special effects. Not so great, predictable storyline. But it's expected that it would turn into a love story type of movie. Imagine all the adrenaline and hormones in your body when you're trying to save yourself and your family before the end of the world comes lolz.

Trailer Below. Lmao at the obligatory dramatic music.